my memories
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Feeling ZEN today. Hahahaha. Philosophical. A nugget of what's running through my mind now.
THIS WORLD WILL BE PERFECT
This world will be prefect
without expectations
without obligations
without responsibilities
without duties
without dreams to pursue
without competition
without the fear that you will be eventually be replaced one day
without the fact that the world will still be the same even when we're gone
without having to deal with the myriad of emotions imploding within us every single millisecond
without having to manage relationships
without having to guess what the other people are thinking
without having to care what other people think of us.
BUT FACE IT, LIFE IS NOT PERFECT.
Imperfection is a beauty in itself
Something no one can boast
No one can falsify
No one can duplicate
No one can generate
Its just there ever since life began
You can't Wiki it, its beyond human comprehension
But imperfections are what makes humans human.
Humans are by nature imperfect creatures
So why didn't God make us perfect humans, full of love, understanding and everything nice so that we can live as ONE big happy family?
I WOULDN'T WANT TO LIVE IN SUCH A WORLD.
A world where pain, anger, sorrow cease to exist
A dimension where thoughts are meaningless, where you can't differentiate between the feeling of happiness and sadness, the basics of the whole feelings business.
A cotton candy world every one is dreaming after.
So enjoy each passing moment
Don't be a slave to obligations, duties, responsibilities, dreams, competition because we'll miss out what life is really all about.
SHOUTSCREAMLAUGHCRYSIGHSMILEJUMPSNORTFARTDANCEBREATHE
All evidence that we are humans.
Cherish every moment,
don't try too hard,
just love every single bit of life.
12:42 AM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
Monday, October 27, 2008
This is so cute I had to blog about it RIGHT AWAY
*If you can't really read the fine print -
RECRUITS
you can ask them to do anything you want
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Got it off my friend's livejournal (:
2:36 PM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Here am I, with my BIORE pore pack stuck on my nose and typing this entry. hahahahah.
10 THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME1. I learnt BALLET before.
2. I can touch my nose with my lip.
3. I don't write with my piece of paper perpendicular to the table.
4. I am an introvert.
5. I can crack my wrist.
6. I am NOT a neat person
7. I almost sprained my ankle practicing MASS DANCE(And you thought mass dances were harmless)
8. I've lost my handphone n times before, where n is a number greater or equal to 4.
9. I've entered a lift with a stranger, forget to press my house floor and followed the stranger to the top floor before.
10. I don't eat raw things, with the exception of yusheng cause I don't actually taste it.
If you scored 8 and above, CLAPCLAPCLAP , you qualify as my BFF!
If you scored 2-7, hahahahahas. BET'CHA didn't know that much about me righttt?
If you scored 0-1, HELLO stranger! Do I know you?
1:01 PM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
Friday, October 10, 2008
I'm sick! ): Very bad bout of flu and slightly feverish feeling. My throat's feeling a little sore also.
I just got back my history essay not too long ago and guess what I've got?! A freaking
70!!!!! hahhahahas. I'm over the moon cause I expected myself to flunk that paper; because my textbook was literally my bible when I was working on that lousy paper. Talk about being LUCKY! (:
I did a consolidation of the stuff to be studied just yesterday; like 2 months into the term and LO AND BEHOLD there's like one million things tested in the final examinations. The lectures are really skimpy and sketchy so I thought the exams would be quite direct. But it turned out that a measly 2 page lecture is equivalent to that of a chapter of the textbook. HOW SAD IS THAT.
And I'm slightly peeved at what happen just a few days back. I had my MATH paper on tuesday. And scatterbrain me forgot to bring my calculator on the day of the examination. So I decided to grant myself absence from GEISHA SAMURAI lecture (got webcast larrrrr) and return home to retrieve the golden calculator.But I realised, to my dismal, that I forgot to bring my house keys also!!!! Frantic phonecalls and SMS-es were sent. And then, THE BROTHER said he could meet me to pass me the calculator. So I was like.. YAYYYY!
The next day, THE BROTHER messaged me, saying that he'll meet me at the same place. I was to be there with the calculator. I was like....erm. But I don't have the calculator with me today. Tomorrow yah? He shoot me off with some remarks that made me unhappy): HELLO. I didn't have lessons the next day and I was willing to travel all the way to return a 50g gadget. And this is what I get. In my fury, I scooted home straight after my project consultation, and with a protesting and growling stomach, I reached home, grabbed that lousy calculator and sat myself 45-minute down the train line to deliver to THE BROTHER. He tried calling later at night. I told my mum to tell the caller I'm sleeping. HAHAHAHAHA. My mum half-expected it to be some guy who was trying to ask me out but it turned out to be THE BROTHER. It was my fault,yes, but were those remarks necessary !?!?!?!
I'm not those kind of people who are easily angered. To make me angry is actually a difficult feat. But I probably expect more for the people closest to me. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh weelll. Its O-V-E-R.
On a happier note, I'm going out tomorrow with the 06S305-ians!!!! Hahahahahahaa. Miss every single one of them. Its rather queer; though not all of them are like my veryveryvery good friends, but there's still a connection between me and them. I still want to find out what they're doing; how they're doing etc. Things change BIG TIME when you enter university. REALITY kinda crashes into you head-on into the face. I'm gonna take lots and lots of pictures (: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHA.
12:00 PM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
Friday, October 3, 2008
In my quest to explore my new Powershot A75 (hahahaha. Not really new lah. My brother passed it on to me since he got his own Touch-screen), I decided to post an entry on some of my furry friends in my humble room.
I'm not really a fan of those soft cuddly cutsy dolls, but for some reason, I have tons of them at home. Maybe that's the cause for my sinus-like symptoms in the mornings. But they have been a joy; just looking at them makes me happy. But they didn't JUST appear, they all have a story to tell (:I'm pretty sure many of you people have not stepped into my room, or even if you have, my room has just been through a make-over, a new wardrobe to store my loot during the Great Singapore Sale, the new bed where my cotton candy dreams are spun, my new movable gliding table which glides along the metal bed frame so you can actually do some work at the comfort of your own bed (like those you see in hospital but mine is HOT RED in colour so DIFFERENT okay. Blame the lazy genes in me) LIKE HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!
Well, this entry was inspired just yesterday when Dawn, Jason, Benjamin and Me were at Plaza Singapura after House Bunny. So we went into this Build-A-Bear workshop where you can literally build your own bear (like duh!) From choosing the texture of your toy to the preferred stuffing to the clothing, you can actually produce your very own designer bear! It comes with footwear, birth certificate and all also. I heard from Benjamin that if any bear from BABW was found and returned to any outlet, the store will mail the bear back to you if you lost it ):.
And so for the first time in history ever,
THE FURRYTUBBIES!
(one part furry and one part scary to some hence furry tubbies)
Presenting Chickee and Chuckee! They are perched on one side of my bed frame. Got them from IKEA eons ago. They are my all-time favourites cause I don't seem to get sick of them. Hahahaz. Feel like taking a walk to KFC everytime I see them. Hahahahaaha.
On the other side of my bed is a wooden verse plate and some Kitty friends. I got these cats from Daiso! They actually are stuck on metal wires and you actually have to stick them like chopsticks on stuff like your pencil holders or vases. But then I kinda forcibly pulled out the wires and blu-tac them down on my bed frame. HAHAHA. Here's a close-up:
SAY HI!!!!!
The chipmunk is a birthday pressie from dearest dawn. I'm currently trying to find him (or her! I have no idea!) a partner. Meanwhile, he guards my room, and makes sure no one sleeps on my bed hahahaha. And that dog on my CD rack, my grandma gave it to me cause she knows I like dogs. Yupp. And my mum offered to buy me an electronic that barks from TANGS after my incessant demands for a REAL dog. That huge bear beside the magazines is I think some charity donation. I have no clue actually.
Here's my notice board!!! See I make really good use of it!
Actually if you take a closer look you'll realise that the documents are dated 2006 hahahah I stuck on them two alien-like creatures, courtesy of IKEA also. Cause I had soooo many of these small nic-nacs, I had to find stuff to super-glue these things on. Like I super-glued a Singapore Chilli Crab to my wall clock, and an elmo to my Bible and some Sesame Street character, some orange monster on my calculator.
Here's the RED HOT gliding table! See tofu-man? That's my birthday pressie from Dawn again! And the paper weight is from Chung Cheng Bazaar-By-The-Lake bought some time ago. Its hand painted. Quite pretty actually! The Pooh bear is from my Auntie. She has three sons. I have no idea why she has the whole Pooh family big and small in her house. That cute little girl in that photo frame is MOI! At Macdonalds! Think that bunny is also from my Aunt.
Oh! Here's my dressing SHELF. yeah you heard me. NOT TABLE BUT SHELF. No lah. No money for table, so my Mom transfer this shelf from the kitchen to my room. But I'm quite proud of it. I organised it myself. Here is my collection of Make-Up, Foot Cream, Hand Cream, Moisturising Lotion, Sunblock, Treatment Water, Hair Conditioner, Combs, Face Masks, Nail Varnish, Powders, Make-Up Removers, Oil Blotters and Hair Accessories. Quite cool right? (: Oh. That dog is from my Mom's shop. My mom works in a sports shop. No link? ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF YOU JUST BELIEVE. That Pork Chop disguising itself as a bear when it is actually a PIG is given to me Joanne! It has this plug where you can pull and then it starts to vibrate. That Yellow mutated bear is also some charity fund-raising thingy that my Mom donated in.
Here's another level of my Dressing Shelf! Say hello Pikachu! Bought it from 7-Eleven!
So messy it looks like a page off I Spy! My study table! See that orangy gerberra? Its one-week old already! (: There's the Chung Cheng Bear! I only bought the female one cause I didn't have enough money to buy the male one. SERIOUSLY. And no use salivating over the DARS chocolate. Its empty. I just ate them all up. MUAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Here's the last one! I wanted to take photo with it but failed miserably. Here's my reluctant brother behind the camera (: Say Wabit! (: From Joanne in Ohiooooooo!
11:02 PM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
My uncle woke me up yesterday morning and invited me and my brother to his son's third birthday party! (: So he offered to pick us up at gramp's place to the event venue. I politely refused, saying that we could make our way there ourselves. But he said it was quite hard to find. So I was quite excited, having not been to a baby's birthday party.
My gramps' place @ Ghim Moh!
So my brother and I were cam-whoring all the way to the mysterious event venue (too bad he used his camera to snap those shots. I'll upload them if I can get hold of em'! ) Thought it would be like at Macdonald's or something; with clowns, party hats and a decent Macdonalds' meal. But NOOoOoOoOoO. Not Macdonalds. I was quite disappointed actually. I have never stepped into a Macdonald's birthday bash before ):
So Lo and Behold! It was the freaking Singapore Republic Yacht Club!
Guess what we had for the meal?
Salmon Sashimi with Wasabi and Soy Sauce dip
Salad
Sweet Sour Pork
Bee Hoon
Asparagus
Tom Yam Soup
Brocolli and some mixed boiled vegetable
Fried Prawn Tempura
Prawns
French Pastries
Apple Tart
Fruit Platter
Confirm have some more. But I can't remember.
The tempura was fried on-site. Hot, crispy and fresh. AHHHH.
And the cake. Woahhhhh. It was a chocolate-y cake, with white icing on top. But no. It is not simply chocolate sponge cake. It was full of those malt sugar balls, like the ones you bit into when you eat Maltese chocolate. I'm NOT a chocolate fan, but this one is quite a taster. So there's this crunchy chocolatey taste to it.
See that lucky little terror there!
WHY DON'T I REMEMBER HAVING A BIRTHDAY PARTY LIKE THAT?! ):
On a happier note, I'm gonna watch House Bunny with Dawn tomorrow! Cause its my free day! YEAHHHHHHHHH. Hahahahahhahahahahahaha. Happy Holidays people! (:
5:48 PM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
For those that are unaware, I stay in the East and my school's at the West. So its practically Journey To The West every single day. So I get to see many people, as well as what they do to pass time.
So I was at the bus stop this morning, minding my own business. Then I saw this figure walk past me. Okay. Normal. Approximately 30 seconds later, the same familiar figure whizzed past me. Lest you think this is a scene from "
(insert name of horror movie that scares you)", let me assure you that it is not.
There was this guy who walked to and fro the bus stop, in wait of his stop to arrival. He must have passed me at least 7 times!!! I feel giddy from all that pacing.
And yesterday, there were two girls standing in front of the bus entrance, engaging in some talk, when 50 other poor students were trying to scramble up the 95 bus, whose arrival is liken to that of a shooting star. They seemed to be enjoying their conversation. Very much.
Irritating? Yes, irritating.
12:21 AM
sweet dreams each night with you by my side
